.Loungin'.

OMG, there's been so much drama on SLFB lately!

Black folks are up in arms about the word "Hood Rat" but rappers been calling women that term since the 90s. 

I swear people on this platform just be looking for a reason to be mad. 

Go be mad at the rappers who use that term in their lyrics first. 

Then go be mad at people who use that term.

Then also, some drama between creators. I am always down for some good drama but it this one was so damn stupid ... over a hair base.

Again, the "minorities" are mad because a "white" creator wanted to buy the rights to a hair base, which in my opinion, I think he dodged a damn bullet when the "minority" creator declined the sale.

Then everyone went to FB with it to drag everyone involved.

I just sit silently and watch and roll my eyes. I can't speak because it will make the fuckin' evening news, so I just read and keep my opinion to myself.

Anyway, time to get to listing the items worn so keep reading to get those details :)

Sissy That Walk

So, this happens every so often.

I just ... cannot be assed to log into SL.

I don't wanna practice creating, or blogging ... nothing.

It took like 4 days to do this blog because I just did not want to blog anything.

I just hope I can shake it off soon as I have like 50 sponsors I'm supposed to blog for.

Pray for me.

Then keep reading to get the blog details that took me 4 days to create.

Bottoms Up

I am still working on poses.

GOD I miss Poser 10. It was so easy!

Every time I try to bento my fingers in Blender, they upload all weird (the thumbs), when I import an old pose, I export it and it's like ... sideways?

I just miss the good old days with Poser 10. 

I have not given up but it's crazy frustrating ... I am sure my sponsors have noticed that I am not blogging nearly as much anymore. 

Sorry, but I wanna do more than blog, wanna create too.

Oh, also I'm hunting for an over night job. I just am spending too much money and now I am feeling the effects of my shopping habits. The negative effects, I should say.

So, yeah job #3 coming soon AND school. Yep, very little time for blogging. Might have to trim my list in half, I dunno yet.

We will see. Every thing is up in the air. Well enough of dumping my purse out for you all to enjoy.

Time to list the details for the blog so keep reading to get the list below:

Ice Cream Break

 

Taking a break from Blender and Pose making.

It's the worst!! 

Oh, on a fun note, I booked a room (flight to be booked next week) on Times Square in New York for next month.

I am trying to get out more, see more of the country/world.

My ex, who I am very good platonic friends with and I are going splitsies and we are gonna have a rocking ass time. 

I can't wait. I just hate I developed the travel bug so late in life. 

I was too busy sucking and fu*king and didn't care about appreciating the country or world enough to explore it.

So I hope to make some progress with this god-awful Blender and these poses by then.

I mustn't give up!

All right, well, check out the list below to get the details from today's blog and lemme get back to practicing.

Black Cat

My god, I have a newfound respect for people who create inworld.

I am trying to make some simple poses and Blender sucks!!!!!!!

I miss Poser, it was so easy and my animations were solid.

Blender is on some who other shit tho and I hate it.

I cannot get my fingers to look natural for shit. It's going to take a whole lot of patience and practice.

Because shit, I already wanna give up.

Don't get me started on facial animations. They're a whole different ball game.

Anyway I took a break from failure at  Blender to do a quicky since I had 5 days to submit some of these items.

Yes, a solo girl, who'da thunk it.

Anyway, check out my very short list below (this is why I use two girls, to maximize items worn).

Code-name: Piggy

Finally! My gee golly PC has arrived. It weighs a ton!

And I was hoping to make it more inconspicuous because I don't feel like explaining to my dad why I have a $2,300 PC sitting on my desk while he still pays my rent, but it glows like a beacon and it's the first thing you see when you walk into my apartment *face palm*

Anyway, it's pretty awesome, the keyboard glows with rainbow colors and I get between 100 - 224fps on Ultra ... which is over kill but pretty amazing to shop and just exist in SL on Ultra full time.

I have already been watching tutorials on how to animate. Back in the day I used the Poser 10 software to pose and make animations but I can't seem to locate the software ... plus, people are using Bento and I don't know if Poser 10 is bento compatible. 

In fact I'm sure it's not and if it is, I damn sure wouldn't know how to make it so. So I got the new Avastar and Blender and I have been practicing and it's like riding a bike, it's all coming back to me when I used to make poses back in 2014 - 2016. 

I just wanna create. And since I intend to, I'm not going to be blogging as much anymore. I wanna focus on making poses. I will of course meet my deadlines and continue to release blogs, but just less frequently. Blogging is my first love, after all.

Welp, time to wrap this up, I have a pose to test in world. Thanks for the support as always and keep reading below to get the details :) :) 

Martha's Vineyard

Gosh dang it, I am furious!

My PC was supposed to arrive today but it's delayed until Monday.

Why is it that none of my deadlines are ever met?

Not the ones I am in control of, of course. I have no issue meeting my own.

But when I'm waiting for something, like my car to be repaired, or this time, my damn PC, it's delayed.

I don't like paying for 2 day shipping, but getting 4 day shipping instead.

Trust and believe, I have already contacted the seller and demanded a refund for my expedited shipping charge.

So GREAT, now you will have another blog on this laptop of mine, grrrr.

Anyway, the details of my blog are listed below, I wish I could be more enthused, however.

Spice Up Your Life

I dunno why I got Spice Girl vibes from this post.

Maybe Pussycat Dolls?

Anyway, I am pretty damn excited. I just bought a new PC.

A desktop! I have been using a laptop since 2015 and it's ready to be used less.

It's ready to sit on my dresser and be used when I don't feel like sitting at my desk and using the desktop.

But yeah, here is the desktop specs: MSI Gaming Desktop AEGIS RS 10SD-034US Intel Core i7 10th Gen 10700KF (3.80 GHz) 16 GB DDR4 1 TB HDD 1 TB SSD NVIDIA GeForce RTX 2070 SUPER Windows 10 Home 64-bit.

I can't wait to see it go, since my laptop runs multiple programs and SL well enough, I am sure the PC won't bat an eye.

I'm gonna give up online shopping and excessive spending to focus paying this laptop off quickly so I don't incur any interest charges. 

I have 12 months.

So yes, by the time you read this, this image will be old!

I can't wait!!

Okay, so, now without further ado, let's get to the blogging part and keep reading to get the list of details below!

She Sells Seashells

OH MY GOSH, THIS WEEK AT WORK HAS BEEN NUTS!

I am still working and gotta meet my deadline, so I am keeping this one really short.

So keep reading to get the blog details and I will be sure to catch everyone up on all the goodies in my dramatic life. LOL.

Champagne Room

I am trying to knock out all these close ups so I can go back to my usual blog style.

With a plain background.

I have no idea how you other bloggers and photographers do your work with back grounds.

I don't like it being busy behind me ... plus it's more work.

The less work, the better. 

Well, if you see anything you like besides nipples and pubic hair, then keep reading to get the details :)

Angel Dust

So, I have been bitten by the "Peace" bug ... I have been sending out N/Cs to people who I have had disagreements with in the past and I am extending an olive branch.

Some have reached back out to me and even agreed they were in the wrong too, and some have been silent. 

But I am doing my part and my conscience is becoming clearer and clearer with each note-card submission.

I don't want to be disliked and I'm not angry anymore to where I want people to dislike me.

So I'm on the pathway to peace and happiness and I am starting here, in SL along with RL!

Anyway, just wanted to share my thoughts.

Let's get to business, shall we?

Wanna know the details of today's look? Well, keep reading to get them!!

Sugar & Spice

There's a new Firestorm Beta out and I do NOT like the windlight options.

My friend is remotely taking over my PC soon to set it up for me, otherwise I won't be using it.

So, I have to make this quick, he will be taking over any moment now.

So, you know the drill ... click below to read the blog details!

La Isla Rosa

I did two blogs today.

That's a lot, considering I worked today.

I love blogging but I think I wanna look back into creating.

I am spending too much money, so why not see what I can create?

Maybe I will start off small, eyelashes or something.

I need to practice texturing for sure.

The man I loved for 4 miserable years left me with a tablet so I need to bring it out and get some drawing practice with it.

Anyway, I am tired and so I am gonna wrap it up.

Click below to get the details for today's blog image!

Pearl Girl

Nothing new to report for you drama seekers or those who enjoy following my life through my blog.

Sorry to disappoint.

So click below to get the other stuff you came for ... Fashion!

.Fefe.

I loved these outfits.

I could barely keep my eyes open while making this blog tho, so I am gonna keep it short today and finish up so I can take a nap.

Thanks so much for reading, click below to get the details.